[WeLcOmE tO mY wOrLd]

2008-12-14T01:12:00.000-08:00

woohooo!!! CAs are finally over..so now time to enjoy.

i kinda did badly for my common test this round COZ something happen which really affects me. SHUTS!!!!

BUT its ok...its over. there is still chance for me to better in my exam.

anyway anyway...tonite is my trip to KL!! great lah seh!!
shopping non stop, this time round only me n my close friend going. so there is NO adult supervision. yeah baby yeah!!

the bus will be leaving ard 11pm tonite, so we will be reaching KL ard 5 am the next morning. really going to take up this opportunity to enjoy myself n get rid of all the problems in my head for awhile. yup.

my dad supposed to send me to this bus station tonite BUT since last minute something came up so I it seems that i will taking the cab.

rite now i should get ready all my stuff but instead i am blogging. pandai ke ape roshen nie.

hmm...i have nothing else to say. I better, stop blogging and make sure that everything is in my bag especially $$, passport n my medicine.

i shall stop here then. bye bye. anyway will be back on the wednesday nite. so dont miss me soo much aitez.

khudafis.

2008-12-03T03:07:00.000-08:00

hey.... sorri for nt updating ya!!!
bz with projects and assignment AND comment test which is like next week ah!!

this term is very stressing then last sem...now alot of deadline to meet and PLUS lecturers gave us pile of assignment n porject to do during the holidays. looks like its not gonna be a holiday for me. haizz!!!

i am worried for my BTC paper coz its on this coming tues n plus the day before my paper is HARI RAYA HAJI. my house will be full of people...n HOW am i going to STUDY?!!!

with all the small cuzzies running here and there. shouting like its not their business. arggghhhh!!!
and sunday have to help granny to cook for hari raya haji. please help me GOD.

with all this problems in my heads n on my shoulder... there are indeed one thing that will make me feel happy.

nak tau ape?? its the trip to KL, n this time my parents wont be coming along. its just gonna be me and my friend. its jus the 2 of us. yeah!!!

independance day for me!! :)

am not going to shop much as on last mon, my parents jus got back from KL n they bought for me alot of things. did not follow them as have to study for my CAs.

anyway..wish those of u having CAs, exams... wish u all ALL THE BEST!!

KHUDAFIS....
Salam.....

Roshen Jan signing off...

2008-11-04T05:40:00.000-08:00

Hola Hola!!!

News News!!!!

I am moving to a new place. Still not decided where but MUST BE PROBABLY IN WOODLANDS AREA AGAIN!!

wish we could move to another area. For a new exprience and new environment.

AND this time i and my bro might be getting our own room back again.

its not that i am complaining about my maid n greatgrandma is sharing with the room with me BUT at THIS AGE, i do need privacy n a proper place to study mah.

betul tk?? Betul kan?

I have been studying in the living room especially during the exam period where i will sleep late.

I heard my dad saying of moving to a 6 room flat.

Tomorrow goin to see a flat with mom n dad.

I super cant wait. NEW DESIGN AND CONCEPT!!

This time insyallah, i want a painting painted on my room wall if my dad allows.

Anyway...this week will be soooooo busy. Alot of deadline to run for. BTC, CRM AND IAC PROJECT!!!

Next week for EVS (elective) ....the whole class be goin to Sungei Buloh.

Like no other place to go.

Waduh!!!

ok da.

2008-10-27T02:06:00.000-07:00

Happy Deepavali!!! :)

tdy i jus spent the whole day at hm rotting....as i have no plan to go anywhere.

anyway....yesterdae after sending my mom to work..went to have a neww hari color and our shop and this time round changed the base colour to black n highlighted the hair in RED!

actually it did nt turn out to be red..it turned out to be copper red, BUT i still love it.

and my mom is nagging abt the colour.

hehehe...

since i taking PLW(principle of law) for this term..tmr two FMB class wiil be going to the supreme court...if luck is at our side, hope we are able to hear a case at the court tmr( hope its a murder case).

cant wait for the dec!!!

2008-10-18T19:28:00.000-07:00

first week if school....were b very boring. All the modules are kind of OK...except for Electrical System, VERY VERY BORING PLUS have to pay full attention.

Yesterdae went out with of my close friends. Drove to golden mile to check the price for the coach and the hotel to KL in December. The price is reasonable. Only the two of us are going actually.

So we are looking for any other who wants to join us. More people joining the better and MORE FUN!!

Let me tell u something ehk...driving is very tiring ESPECIALLY the leg and PLUS the petrol can really make u bankrupt. So, starting next week will only drive to skul for only 3 days.

After i and maisarah, jalan2...dad told me pick up one my dad's friend that is looking after our shop in Tanjong Katong and then fetch my mom back from our shop in Upper Thomson Road. Supposed to fetch my dad's friend at 10pm BUT i was early...

so to kill time we were crazily snapping photos....

ok dah..... :)

2008-10-08T20:12:00.000-07:00

first of all...

ku memohon ampun for not updating my blog.

AND AND

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!!!

hari raya celebration on the first day was great. alot of foods and kuihs AND ALOT of people till i have to excuse myself to rest.

jus came back from melacca. visit my late grandma's grave and then went to jalan2 raya at kampung. all the makcik2 very cute la. :)

went to perigi hang tuah...as i saw dodol, i remembered someone whom likes dodol...so i bought for her.

here are some pics that i took during hari raya celebration....

once a again....

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!!!

2008-09-14T05:15:00.000-07:00

hola hola!!!

firstly i would like to apologise for not updating my blog for quite a long time as i have nothin very interesting to story about.

Attention Attention!!

Roshen Jan have passed her tp....and now she is currently her dad's driver. like seriously, since i passed on the 12 sept (fri), my dad would asked me to go here n there, fetch my mom la, send my mom la and i am enjoying it. :)

In the afternoon, after sending my mom to work place, i drove to ubi with dad n bro. dad wanted to sell his sports car and wants to buy a new one for himself as i will be taking one of his car.

Since skul will be reopen on 13 oct, so now i am learning the route to skul and back home from skul so i do not have to squeeze in the bus during the peak time BUT 1 thing for sure is that, i need to bursh up on my parking. As the car that i used to learned is a normal car..but the car that i am driving now is big so i need to learn more.

tat's all i have to say.

tiil the next post.

ok dah.

2008-07-31T19:38:00.000-07:00

hey hey...i am back.

i have few storys to tell...so its goin to be a long long long post.

here goes nothin.

first story...

so freaking happy...i have finished my integrated proj. like at last. now i can concentrated 100% for exam. i want to show u guys my proj BUT dont want to make a fool out of myself. hehe.
ok dah..

second storey..

yesterdae was mama n papa 21 anniversary n i dont even know tat, until dad told me while we were having our dinner at sakunthala's restaurant. hehe...
after dinner went to mustafa centre. as usual i bought alot of hindi movies and songs. :)
then we wanted to pasir ris to meet the family who rented my late's nenek bungalow in jb(kempas). some actualli happened in tat house. let me story wat actually happened.

here goes...

the family have been living there for more than 1 month alreadi. everything seems okay and they love staying there. BUT BUT things seems wrong for the past 2 weeks.

their money starts to dissapear n their funiture changes the location where they were originally stantioned. the child will cry keep on crying none stop. suddenly will hear a knocking sound on the door and the window. not a normal knocking..but jus twice. in my aunty's room near the window there' s a tall mango tree. there's one night when the man of the house saw...a lady in white squatting on the branch of the tree.
great or wat.
so they called their mother to come to check on the house. she did some prayer n that nite while she was sleeping, the lady showed herself in front of her. so tis thur my dad, pak long goin to the house to check on it. dad asked me along...NO NO!! i dont want!!

2008-07-19T08:23:00.000-07:00

I am back....sorrie to those who have veiwing my blog and i have not updated.

sorrie bangat.

anyway...life n skul have been very stressful lately.

in the morning jus now, before meeting up with michelle at wdls lib to do our autocad project, had a small discussion with my parents.

WE'RE GOING FOR AN HOLIDAY!!!! at last a break after so much of stress. we were like arguing on where to go...kl lah, hong kong lah, dubai lah, las vegas lah. after much of arguing, i myself told them since there's 1 week before fasting month...lets go to KL.

its been a long time i went there. cant wait. eventhough its near BUT at least i am getting away from everythin for a while. i seriously need a break.

the best thing in life and the thing that will make us happy is going on a holiday.

hmm...actually i have nothing else to say.

ok dah

bye

2008-07-10T07:05:00.000-07:00

so yesterdae had a great day..

yesterdae actually i had class at 9 am to 11am onli...so i decided not to go. jus onli 2 hours. but had to meet up san n kez to do our last proj that is Econs. so supposed 2 meet up with kez n san at schl atrium but at due to classes end early, kez went home n i met up with san.

reached skul ard 11am n waited for san. then we went to kezia home n do our project.

after breaking our minds..we planned to bowl at marina square. by the time we reached there its alreadi late afternoon n our stomach was soooooo hungry. had lunch at pizza hut while eating..san's bro wanted to join us.

after lunch went to bowl...onli palyed 1 game per person. one bad thing happended is my nail..it broke. :(

but i still had fun. so after bowling san n kez wanted to play pool.
strting of the game....i realli sucks ah!! but the few games after that getting better in it DUE to help of my new "bestfriend".

after 1 hour of pool we played the arcade game then we walk walk n went to have drink at starbucks. since we have nothin else to do, we decided to go home. i as usual took the cab home, lazy to take the mrt alone.

reached home ard 10pm.

NOW i prefer to play pool then bowling.

another outing for pool gals??

hehe

ok dah

2008-07-04T19:24:00.000-07:00

i strt to feel the pressure for exam alreadi. waduh!!!!

i am trying my BEST to do very good for my exam. i dont wan to repeat any module ah.

i have no problems on tec, mes and pac BUT i do hv problems for autocad and ids.

another problem is my spinal cord. its COMING BACK!!!! but the pain now is much more severe. the pain is getting worse day by day. as i strecth my back..i could hear n feel my spinal cord cracking.
CRACKING TAU!!

everyday fighting the pain so tht i am able to go to sch. mom told me few times to go to see the doc...but i am jus to scared if the doc tells me to go for an operation. i am fearing for tat.

exam coming some more. projects to finish up.

have to go ...need to study..

bye bye.

2008-06-29T03:41:00.000-07:00

hi peeps...

i am so bored rite now...done all my assingments.

another long day tmr at skul. 9 to 6 then after that have to go n see the doc in admiralty to take my medicine.
let me story abt yesterdae.

met my cuz wt wdls ard 10. actually we planned to meet at 9.30am but as PER USUAL my cuz, is late. wanted to take 950, BUT the queue was super duper long so we decided to take a cab to woodlands checkpoint.

quite alot of people. as we reached its alreadi lunch time, so we had lunch at the food junction.
had bbq chicken hotplate mee. NOT NICE. TASTELESS.
after lunch went to watch movie. it took us quite a whole to decide wat to wactch. so ended up we watch DOOMSDAY 2. through out the movie i was like shouting away as it comes to the suspending parts. after movies...we shopped. my was the onw who wanted to do the shopping but ended up, it was me who did the shoppings.

she jus bought herself necklace n earings.

as my cuz were tired, we decided to go home. i t was only 9.30pm, n there was like alot alot of people. as if queuing up for ndp tickets. da bnyk org, panas pulak tu.

since it was alot of people we decided to take cab bck home..as was waiting for the cab, then my mom called to fetch us.

SAVE duit cab. ;)

as we reached home..we put down our shopping bags n straight lye down. our legs was like killing us. but it was worth it. had an enjoyable day.

might be goin again next week for jom heboh.

thats all....

bye bye.

my happiness was doubled when i chatted with someone who i was longing to chat with.

for me to know, for u to find out.

:)

Memories

2008-06-25T05:11:00.000-07:00

6 july 2008 will be 1 yr my nenek left the family. her memories is still fresh in my mind.

dnt want to elaborate more.

hope she is always happy up there by ALLAH side.

"Nenek,all of us MISS U!!"

Anyway dont know y lately have been browsing through old pictures(memories).

as i looked at the old picutres of me...i smiled.

cant imagine that i actually looked ugly n much much fatter compard to now.

will post a picutres but pls dont laugh, can??

can see which is me?? of coz can rite...

damn diff rite. haha...

a picture of me n my bro. i really liked tht hair. very CURLY!

but too bad my mom cut it off. :(

AND AND

i miss this two people....

the one in black n the grey boy. wonder how they are. the one in black is my greatgrandma daughter n the boy in grey is her grandson. they are arabian n they leave in arab saudi. its been a long time since they came here. i always wanted to go to dubai at the same time, i want to meet them n the rest of my family there as their place is near dubai.

2008-06-19T08:07:00.000-07:00

Sorry for nt updating for long a time.

Cant wait for skul reopening.. jus cant tahan to stay at hm.
But last few days have been goin to my dad office, helping him to some paperwork n settle some payment for my dad.

1 project down...
another in the process...

times passes so so fast...ca just passed and another two months, exam.
and then 7 weeks of holiday.

dad bought a new car..sold away his airwave. i super cant wait to drive that car when i get my license. insyallah in sept.
everyday i pray so that i could get the license in sept before hari raya.

i am missing someone so much. :x

udah mlm nie. tata

2008-06-07T22:56:00.000-07:00

i am missing KL so much. its been a long time since i went there.

dont know y, whenever i go to KL i would feel relax compared to when i am in SG.

i like to go to bukit bintang, petaling street(cheap cheap stuff), sunway lagoon(last went there when i was 10 yrs old),masjid india n KLCC.

asked my mom if i could on a holiday with my friends to KL after my exam...the answer is always NO. the only reason she gave is dangerous. the only answer i gave is " anytime n anywhere i can die"

AND AND i want to go to SABAH!!! jus love the sea.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------anyway this morning went to SSDS to book for my TP. my to will be on 12 sept during the fasting month.

great or wat...fasting month tau. berkat fasting month.

insyallah.

i am damn bored rite now....i want to go out. but no idea where to go. this shows how bored is SG. :x

hap to go. bubbye.

those having holiday...enjoy yr holidays.

2008-06-07T04:40:00.000-07:00

wuuhhhhoooo!!!!

CAs are over...one BIG STONE off my shoulder.

i did ok lah...except for AutoCAD and IDS, which i hate most.

anyway no complains la...its over alreadi.

yesterdae after CA went home n get ready to go to Singapore Safety Driving School in Yio Chu Kang for my Final Theory Test. After doing two practices...sat for FTT ard 8pm.

Syukur Alhamdulillah..I passed! so happy..coz now i can book for my Trafiic Police Test.

Even if I have to wait for few months, i wont mind. As long as i pass.

My dad has been asking me "Roshen, when r u goin to get yr driving license, so tat u can help me to fetch yr mom n the workers back from work."

My only answer is "Insyallah, as soon as possible papa."

really pitty my dad..have to fetch my mom n the workers back from work at night, even if he is very tired. i really want to help my dad. Not jus my parents but also those who needs my help especially my nani. at the age of 62,she stills work, in orchard somemore. at least i can help her to send her to work n fetch her from work.

no plans for my holiday....but have to project to finish before skul reopens.

MES PROJECT.

i will cherish this two weeks of holiday. spent those times more with family n friends. to catch up with things.

i want to ask someone out..but jus dont know how to ask.

have to go. byezzz

2008-05-21T03:16:00.000-07:00

Happy 45th Birthday Mama!!!

yesterdae after skul met mama,mak musu n my cuzzies n bro at causeway point ard 4pm. since my mom so want to watch congkak....we booked 7 tix(including me).

after the show ard 6 plus...waited for the rest of family members to join us for dinner.
had dinner at swensen AND since i am on diet jus had ocean salad. after the main course..all had dessert xcept me.

after dinner..my mom,aunty,me n my small cuz, wanted to watch ayat ayat cinta. we booked the 10pm show. after the rest went home..n since its still early the 4 of us went to shop. bought few tops.

ayat ayat cinta is the best indonesian love story i ever watched. i dont really watch indonesian love story...but this is different.

superb movie. the movie is directed by a son n father(singh). movie is more abt islam...quite impressed on how they directed the movie, eventhough they r not muslim.

if want to know more...watch the movie. recommended by me.
my aunty cried watching the movie. the show is yes.... quite touching ah.

A MUST WATCH MOVIE.

:)

ca in 12 days. need to study. luckily pac n cads open book.

bye bye.

2008-05-19T05:54:00.000-07:00

yesterdae for the first time in my life...i witnessed death infront of my eyes.

yesterdae afternoon went to accompany my nani to visit one of my family old friend in tan tock seng hospital. she's from suffering from breast cancer for alomost 2 years now. she did not went to see the doc but instead she went for chinese traditional medicine.

as i entered the room and as i saw her.....i was shocked ah. she look damn pale. n her breathing was like nyawa nyawa ikan. she was unconcious since sat evening. so i was seating infront looking at her and at the same time lookin at other patients. as looking at them suddenly i felt soo sad. felt like crying.

as i was looking ard then suddenly she woke up. saw her eyes staring at me ah. then less than 1 minute she closed her eyes again.
i tot she went back to sleep.....but as we looked at her chest, and its not movin. then my nani strts to check her pulse. she say she cannt feel the pulse. so we quickly call the nurse to check. we were asked to wait outside. at that moment i was so so scared. alot of things going through my mind.

the nurse went in and out of the room without telling us anythin. after 3 rounds of in n out...at last the doc came forward n told us that she's gone.

even though i dont know her...i can feel the sadness.

got to go . need to rest.

2008-05-16T07:21:00.000-07:00

tdy went for the inter-freshies monopoly challenge. it was super fun ah. i did not win ah...its ok mah, as long as i had fun. it starts ard 5 plus n ends at 7.30pm.

reached home ard 9 and here i am nw blogging while watching house of wax.

tmr baby sitting my cuzzies, zara n raihan.

dont know if can tahan. anyway....i have too.

ca is in 2 weeks. freaking scared lah deh. new modules. econs is definitely killing me. there's time where i feel like stopping skul.

jus cant wait for 9 june...coz i will be strting back my driv prac again after stopping for 2 months plus due to the operation.

evryday without fail...i will pray to god to let me get my license by this yr. cannt tahan going up n down the bus...squeezing to get in the bus and waiting for the bus. with my license i can also help people and my dad.

becoz of my operation..i had to postpone my driv prac n my ftt.

my wound is still the same. havent healed yet. it will be painful if i were to seat too long. still have to do dressing and all. i jus hope this thing will never happen again. had this thing before in 2004...but that operation was jus in the clinic and was concious beb.

errmmm....have to go.

2008-05-13T07:51:00.000-07:00

yesterdae skul ends at 6pm. dad called me up ard 5 and asked me to take a cab after class n go to BMW Performance Motor.

jus dont knw why he wants to buy another car. he has 2 cars alreadi.

he said he's selling of the sports car and keeping the airwave car for me. anyway...yesterdae went to look at this BMW Limousine 7 series. the car is sooooooo superb. it has 2 small lcd tv for the back seat. cool or wat and the car dont need at key. jus insert a card n press the strt button.

dad almost wanted to buy the car. must suddenly he changed his mind due to some colour collage problem. haiz...i tot if he's buying, theres a chance for me drive it when i get my license.

the end. need to sleep.

:)

2008-05-11T06:05:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day to my mama and also to all mothers in singapore.

Yesterdae was my jadah's 81th birthday. All my auntys, uncles and cousin came to celebrate her bday plus mothers day. since sun some couldnt make it.

Bithday Cake

Mother's Day Cake

The guy in green is my jadah's grandson...

he is filipino

and his

bday is the same day as my jadah.

2008-05-09T06:35:00.001-07:00

tdy after skul met up with my cuz at raffles then went to orchard. since i did not have my breakfast + lunch and plus i was so so hungry at that time, decided to go n eat first.

we went to far east plaza. wanted to eat at cahaya restaurant but was full so we went to esteller 77. after lunch...walk walk ard and at the same time looking for mother's day peresent. after 2 hrs ended up with zero.

since the result is ZERO, we went to parkway parade. and SINCE we went to parkway...decided to buy this pants from dorothy perkins which i have been aiming for the past 1 month(saving up $$ to buy)...and thanks to kak shar, i bought that pants today. was happy ah. thank you thank you.
after browsing ard...saw two short pants. wanted to buy but lack of $$. next stop to dorothy perkins will be buying that pants. hopefully it is still available by then. hehe....

i know that people have been asking me Y must i always go to dorothy perkins at pp to buy my stuff. the answer IS: BECOZ thats the only place that i know of.

next sat will have to baby sit my aunty jamilah's kids. she has to attend a friend's wedding at night at a hotel. first time in my life baby sitting..and plus they are like 2 and 3 yrs old.

nvm, this is a chance for me to learn.

gtg.

going home alreadi.

tata. :)

2008-05-07T06:05:00.000-07:00

thank u kak shar!!!

for the present. i luv it.

appreciate it.

mother's day is this sat. still havent make up my mind wat to buy for my mom. then sat is my jadah's 81 birthday...dont know wat to buy for her also. aiyoo.

so this fridaya after skul meeting my cuz. try to find something for them. hopefully can find SOMETHING.

i hate every thurs. coz since i do not have to go for S&W, they have asked to do an assignment on tennis. So i was happy ah coz i tot every thurs no need to go to skul at 8am..BUT the teacher told me tat i MUST be in the library, every thurs from 8am to 10am doing the assignment.

WAT THE HELL!!

then somemore my CATS lesson starts at 1pm..from 10am to 1pm dont knw wat to do. will be like an idiot sitting alone and nowhere to go. not jus this thurs BUT EVERY THURS!

haiyya..menyusahkan hidup aku ajer.

have to end here. nite nite nite

to kak shar if u reading this... thank u once again!

2008-05-04T06:49:00.000-07:00

yesterdae had a great day ah.

went to JB with my friends. went to city square. went we reached, we decided to catch a movie before we have our lunch.

we watched a malay horror movie...congkak. congkak IS MUCH MORE BETTER than Jangan Pandang Belakang. after the movie...shop for awhile. the stuffs there are X, its the saqme price as SG. anyway..after jalan2 for awhile, we went for lunch. we ate at SUSHI KING.

yummy yummy. after lunch went to look for dessert. after dessert we continue jalan2. since its still early to go home...i decided to catch another movie. RM 10...cheap kan. so we decided to watch Cinta U-turn at 8pm. the story is funny but nonsence.

while waiting for 8pm...we came across one malay uncle..he was drawing a potrait of a lady. super nice ah. so i decided to go for a try. have to sit infront of him. passer-bys were like looking at me ah. i was so shy plus irritating ah.

after waiting for 15 mins.....

The Result...

muka selengeh seh. hahaha.... anyway to me its OK lah. eventhough not exactly like me. i love the hair. cost me Rm25. nvm la.....once in awhile.

since yesterdae went out...tdy was so bz with assignment and quiz to finish up before 4 may(11.45pm), alhamdulillah...i've finished.

hmm...i guess tats all for tdy.

bye

have a great weeks peeps.

2008-05-01T03:21:00.000-07:00

yesterde skul ends at 11am. so decided to meet up with leen n makcik kiah. took 61 to eunos from skul.

super super long way ah. took ard 11.15am and reached eunos at 1pm. super penat sitting for almost 2 hrs.

after that went down to bugis. had luch at zam zam restuarant. after lunch went to down to raffles, as we plan to have dinner at lau pa sat.

food was nice except for the satay stall num 9. the satay was half cooked ah. n having diarrohea.

We were like crazy people taking pictures.

pictures of the food...

2008-04-28T07:35:00.000-07:00

did alot of shopping on my birthday. met my cuz 11am at orchard. went to far east plaza...had lunch there and jalan2.

then went to Bugis. I did alot of shopping at Bugis. Then went to PP and continued my shopping.

Bought few tops at dorothy perkins.

Actually planned to take the SG Flyer ride...but since we did alot of shopping and we were carrying alot of shopping bags and plus we were tired, so we cancelled our plan.

Anyway...

Thanks Kak shar,Kak fath,ashraf,leen,mama,papa,mak musu,nani,jadah,aunty milah,uncle taha,naqkiah,nadia,maisarah, zhen min and bro for the birthday wish.

My dayes are getting more busy, tons of assignments to do and studying for CA that is jus ard the corner. and yes i am struggling. especially econs

gtg

nitez

2008-04-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

thanks for the advance birthday wish. appreaciate it.

skul is getting slightly better, eventhough i still have some problems in my studies but better then first week of skul.

turning twenty in few hours. getting older. :(
but its ok, everyone on this earth will turn old.

cant wait fr tmr.

will have to stop here. nothing else to story abt.

have a great weekend people.

2008-04-22T06:27:00.000-07:00

living cost in Singapore is getting higher. haix

had a chat with my dad. i told him that since my late nenek's bungalow in jb is empty n since u are paying for the house every month, y not u pay the full price for the house...do a 100% renovation for the house and stay there. actually the 4 of us...have discussed abt this matter before..but not as serious as now ah.

i dont mind waking up early in the morning go to skul and the jam at the immigration as long it will help us to save up cost.

my dad and i agreed...but still have to discuss with my adik n mom. if everything goes smoothly, will be moving there by end of this yr or next yr.

i'm kindda excited actually. hee

gtg

bye all

2008-04-21T04:55:00.000-07:00

i really need help in my economics n accounting...like a serious help ah.

help me help me. trying very hard to understand what the teacher is teaching. i jus hope that i am able to cope with the subjects.

Please ALLAH help me!!

4 more days to 20.

hope to get my license by this year. i jus cant tahan taking the public transport. insyallah.

need to study every weekend...no more during ite times, where i can slack around.

hopefully theres someone out there...is kind to help me.

2008-04-20T06:09:00.000-07:00

helo helo....jus came back from my aunty place.

day have been tiring tdy. helped my nani cook lunch and do assignments.

a new tdy starting tmr.

5 more days to 20. no more teenager. n 5 more days for me enjoy as a teenager.

AND AND i had new hair cut. wanna SEE?

my mom dont like it BUT i like it.

jeng jeng jeng....

nt really clear..something wrong with my hp or am not a gd photographer. hee

2008-04-17T02:24:00.000-07:00

Random pictures took at my aunty's house on her bday.

got up at 5am to go to skul for S&W @ 8am. n nw head feels like bursting.

anyway choose tennis for S&W...but will not attend for the next two months as have not healed 100% after the operation. sometimes i would feel the pain if i walk too long. since i will nt be attending S&W...i will be given assignments for S&W for the next two months.

since the briefing ends at 9am...went to it helpdesk to install my microsoft office. then tot of staying in skul till 1pmas my CATS starts at 1. But since i'm ALONE...better not. so decided to go to my friends house.

CATS lesson was FUN. everything end at 4pm..was DRAGGING myself home. tot of taking cab.
since i want to save money.....better not. :D

cant wait for weekend...can wake up late. hee....

have to go people...need to take a nap.

bye bye

2008-04-14T06:23:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey....

now am super duper tired rite. woke up @ 6am to go to skul.
yup tdy is my first day. reach school at 8.3o, class starts at 9am.

first impression. hahaha...

skul ended at 6pm. there was like LOADS of students at the bus stop. waited for 184. i skipped 3 buses due to the LOADS of students.

stop at bukit panjang to take the 170. waited for that bus...as if waiting for a fruit to ripe. damn slow. then reach at woodlands CIQ..waited for 911.

tunggu punya tunggu tk muncul-muncul. waited for almost 30 minutes...still there's no sign of the bus. damn irritating.

so made up mind me to jus walk from woodlands CIQ to my blk..AND ITS SUPER SUPER FAR.

wat to do...da nasib badan.

reach home ard 8.45pm. n now my leg is killing me.

tmr skul strts at 10am and ends at 12pm.
going to get a hair cut and new hair colour at ASTINA SARI.

yesterdae me n my cuz....plan to take the sg flyer ride nxt weekend, wanna join anyone?? so cant wait.

gtg...need to rest.

2008-04-07T02:57:00.000-07:00

went to causeway point tdy. met up with my cuz and naqkiah.
before meeting up with them, went to ocbc to pay up poly school fees. the queue was damn long ah.

met them at 11.30...window shopping and we decided to watch movie.

wanted to watch shutter.....but the both want to watch duyung. 2 vs 1. bought tickets for the 1.30 show then had lunch at banquet.

the show is ok lah....but the only thing that i love, is the sea.

so clean. so beautiful. its in sabah.

one day must go there,do snokerling and diving. that would be great.

school starts less than 1 week. alot of things is going through my mind.

anyway gtg.

have a great week ahead. stay happy always.

:)

2008-04-05T07:31:00.000-07:00

Pictures of our Genting Trip!!!

1am at the first world hotel, waiting for the movie to start.

Osim movie seat. Movie@1.30am

2008-04-02T21:56:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah....

i'm offered to ngee ann poly under facilities management for business.

so happy rite now. all my prayers are answered. thanks ALLAH.

tmr have to go to ngee ann poly to collect the enrolment package.

new environment and new people.

hopefully everything will go fine on the first day.

2008-03-22T21:28:00.000-07:00

first all like to apologise for not updating my blog.

anyway last friday went to watch siti nurhaliza concert at the esplanade. was a blast. my seat was rite in front of the stage, and i could see her super up-close ah.

she look superb. no pictures to show, coz photography is not allowed.

i tried to snap a picture, but then one of the security told me to delete the picture that i just snapped. sedih sia.

anyway...had loads of fun on that day.

can t wait for the genting trip next thursday. genting here i come.

2008-03-09T04:07:00.000-07:00

1 week has passed..and the pain is getting lesser and lesser.

syukur alhamdulillah.
and my day is getting more boring and i am getting bigger.
mane nye tak...everything is prepared in front of me. and i miss muntakimshah so much.

i so cant wait for this wound to heal.

my body is full with all kinds of medicines and vitamins.

actually have nothin much to blog coz the only thing i do...is jus rest, eat and watch tv.

got to go. bye bye.

2008-03-05T23:10:00.000-08:00

hello....

jus came back from hospital on tuesday after my operation on Monday.

let me tell u the story.

i jus couldn't bear the pain anymore, and i decided to cut it. so, monday morning went to the clinic to have a small surgery. mom and dad accompanied me. waited for at around 35 mins to see the doc.

at 9.35 went in the doc's room. doc said we have to cut it. so after she bused me, she made the first cut. then the second and third cut.i could jus feel my skin tear. she tried to drain the pulse out, but there no use. it too deep. then she said let's try again. then she made the fourth and the fifth cut...i was so damn pissed off ah. if nothing is coming out, better to jus stop. after all the cuts, she said its too deep, have to bring her to the hospital.

so my dad brought me to Mount Elizabeth. Went to see Dr. Chee Kok Chiang, my dad's friend. he looked at it and said that we have to do an operation. at tat moment, my heart starts to pump real fast.

waited for 30 mins to have a bed. after 30 mins...went to rest in the room.

my operation starts at 2pm. while lying down alot of things in running in my head. since the doctor is putting me to sleep..what if after the operation i wont wake up???i was so scared at that moment.

clock strives at 1.30pm..and 2 nurse came to take me to the operation theatre. went in the operation theatre waited for 5 mins before the bring me in. tha place was sooooo cool. i was shivering.

suddenly came 2 filipino nurse and brought me in. as in enter the room, i only prayed that i am able to see my parents after the operation.

was lying on the bed..waiting for the doc to put me to sleep. tunggu punya tunggu....then came this lady doc. she put this thick n long needle through my skin. suddenly i felt my head so heavy and my eyesight was blur. that is when i knew its time for me to sleep.

the next thing i knew, i was outside the operating theatre. i was so so so heavy. i remembered my dad said to me before the operation that...when u wake up, try not to sleep again, force yrself to be awake. so i forced my eyes to open. everything was ok. was so happy. jus to recheck if everything is ok...i asked the nurse if its over? then one of the nurse says that its over.

i was so happy ah.

when the nurse brought me out...i was even happy to seen my dad, mom and nani outside waiting for me.hee...

i was admitted for 1 day. i can grow more bigger if i stay another day. jus had breakfast, then after 2 more hours the nurse came and send in lunch. madness rite.

now i am at home resting. my mom is giving me alot of things to take. vitamin c la, cholorophyll drink la, polloney lah.

i jus hate when its dressing time.its damn painful.i would jus cry when its time to do the dressing.
the wound is 7cm long and 4 cm deep.

gtg now. need to rest.

2008-02-24T23:44:00.000-08:00

went for a jap again tdy.

the doc gave me 5 days MC. if within this 8 days(inc sat n sun n mon), if there's no improvement, have to do surgery. hopefully not.

the pain is killing me.seriously. imagine..u can't sleep properly or sit. have to take medicine 2 times a day.

so i'll be rotting at home then and gain more weight.

gtg already.

tata

2008-02-22T04:31:00.000-08:00

since i cannot bare the pain anymore...i called my aunt and asked her a favour to accompany me to the doc this morning.

since tis morning went to the doc in admiralty, so did not go to school tdy.

should not say out the sickness. went in the doctor's room, she checked me and say..

Doc: i will be giving u antibiotics, n cream to apply on and a jap. But u have to come again on sat n mondy for the jap. if within this three days...it's not getting better, will have to do a surgery.

I KNEW SHE'S GOING TO SAY THAT!!

since its the best way....then surgery it will be. have to be cured before 27 march.

have worries about my FYP SHOW which will be on 29 feb. if i were to go for the surgery early next week, HOW AM I GOING TO GO FOR THE FYP SHOW?!!

damn..

gtg now...have to eat medicince.

tata....

2008-02-15T06:46:00.000-08:00

sorrie for not updating.

anyway

i've applied for poly yesterdae. was so confused on wat course to take.so i called my dad asked for his opinion. Had 5 choices:

First Choice: Business Studies(NP)
Second Choice: Business Management(NYP)
Third Choice: Accountancy(NP)
Fourth Choice: Facilities Management For Business(NP)
Last Choice: Banking and Financing Services(NP)

am hoping to get to business studies. posting result will be out on 4 april.
pray for the best.

will be going to kl next month. so cant wait. away from everything. i totally need a break.

no more to story actualli. chiao.

2008-02-02T05:49:00.000-08:00

life have been quite stressful lately...but no more. jus finished my ca yesterdae. was so happy. now can relax abit.

received bad news. my bro broke his leg. he was askedby his commander to jump down from a 1.8m height 3 times during his field camp. madness rite. good for him..bad for him. becoz i have listen to watever he say. since he cant walk..so he will be pestering me.he will be shouting for me.

its ok.

i am his only sister n he is my only bro mah.

yesterday had my driving prac. was great. i hope to get my licence before my bday in april.

anyway...will be graduating soon. so goin to miss my friends. but at the same time..happy.

i seriously i want to go out tmr. but i have no one to accompany me n i have no idea to go where. :(

got to go people. have a nice weekend.

live life to the fullest.

2008-01-22T19:21:00.000-08:00

Roshen's back.
Sorry for not updating my blog..been very very busy with projects and CAs.

Announcement!!!
*i WILL NOT UOPDATE my blog for the next two weeks.

Since i'm free now...let me tell u wat telah happened for the past few days.

18 jan: went to meet kak shar at pp. went for early dinner...talk n talk n talk. walk walk around. then went home.

20 jan: was not in my best mood. jus dont know why. was forced by my dad to come down to the shop(astina sari hair salon). the best part is...i had to sweep the floor that is full of hairs!!! irritated sia. what to do.

lately i have been surfing the net about colleges in malaysia. i am quite interested with RIMA college. if i am not able to enter poly...then RIMA college here i come.

gtg alreadi. tata.

:)

2008-01-03T07:48:00.000-08:00

skul reopening in 3 more days.
cant wait. cant wait to see all my friends.

my pratical lesson was GOOD. am so happpy. wanna know WHY? BECAUSE i am NOT driving the irritating MANUAL CAR anymore.

had my conversion lesson tdy. drove auto car. was sooo easy. My confidence is BACK people!!!!

will be having another conversion lesson again tmr night. then on the 7 jan till 11 jan will be having my normal practical lesson.

around 20 more lessons before i can take my practical test. BEFORE that have to pass my ftt.

after lesson tdy...dad picked me up at ang mo kio. suddenly y we were talking abt the supernaturals. actually i am so tired right now...but i jus felt that i have to update my blog.

estimation..1 month more before i grad.

yayness!!! no more ite gal.

when skul reopens will have alot of things to do. more and more projects are coming. shutss!!

wat to do...that is skul life.

gtg already...

nite nite.

:)

2008-01-01T06:32:00.000-08:00

Happ New Year!!!!!

have not been updating my blog for quite a while.anyway, 5 more days to skul reopen. this few days. jus sit at home. watch dvd and play ps2. since my bro is not at hm, taking advantage lor. muahaha.

watched om shanti om again. the best movie compared with his other movies. i suggest to those who love to watch hindi movie...have to watch om shanti om. what the fish?!

tmr is my final theory test.nervous. the last theory test that i have sit for. so after i pass this test..the only left thing i have to do is to jus finish up all my lessons and then sit for my driving test. will try my best to get my licence by 2008.

time passes very fast. i will be turning 20 in april. no more teenager.

list of my resolutions for 2008:
1. driving licence by 2008
2. enter polytechnic
3. loose some weight
4. be close to you

A HAPPY NEW YEAR ONCE AGAIN!!!

2007-12-24T05:11:00.000-08:00

i'm baaaccckkkk...

yesterdae met up with my relavtives from Kuala Lumpur. have not met them since 1997. after meeting them at mustapha centre, we jalan2 there. after that went back to the hotel. rested for 2 hours. had a storey telling session. they told me alot abt my relatives in kl. now i know.

anyway after the the story telling and all....took cab and went to my uncles's place in pasir ris. stayed there for an hour. then took cab,drop them off at joo chiat, then went back home. was sosososo tired.

will be graduating in 3 months plus minus ah. so i have done alot of thinking. i am aiming to poly after ite. IF i am not able to enter poly.then i will go overseas to study. will be taking up either business mangement, business studies or business admin. BUT i am hoping to get into polytechnic. better and convienient.insyallah.

my dad told me to work before i take over the company. actualli i am nt ready yet and i am still young. i still want to study. belajar sampai i have lost interest in studying. studying overseas is jus my back up plan.

need to go now. bye bye.

2007-12-15T06:13:00.000-08:00

flu and fever invasion. hate it sooo much.

anyway woke up at 7 am tdy. sending my bro to pulau tekong for National Service. Took taxi to pasir ris bus terminal.waited for the coach to pick us to the pasir ris ferry terminal.then took ferry to pulau tekong. spend there almost 4 hrs. then sayonara.

for two weeks they will be in the jungle.kesian. ape nk buat. will be seeing him during hari raya adha, n christmas. cant wait to see the new him..with his botak head. haha!!!

reached home ard 6 plus. and now my flu n cough is getting worse.

ANNOUNCEMENT.

3 positions of hairdressers are up for hire, Pls e-mail me for more details.

e-mail: angelfire_shan2003@hotmail.com

thank you. have a great day ahead. to those who are having holiday. enjoy yr holiday.

Selamat Hari Raya Adha to all Muslims. A Merry Christmas to all Christians!!

thank you

Khudafis.

2007-12-13T06:54:00.000-08:00

someone requested me to update my blog.so here its goes.

few things happened for the past few days. 7 dec,celebrated muntaqimshah's 1st birthday. celebrated @ my dad's shop.10 dec, celebrated nisha's 8th birthday at seoul garden. 12 dec, bowling event for all BIT students(1st and 2nd year).

will nt be seeing my bro the next 2 weeks. coz he will be going to ns this sat. freedom for me.hee. but surely am goin to miss him. anyway.next week will be goin to batam on the 18 n 19 dec with my aunty and her family. schl holidays strts on the 15 dec.yeah yeah. But still have to finish our PIC proj.

to you.am really missing u. have been waiting for u..4 1 yr. tat day u asked me out n i rejected. stupid of me. and now i regret. and now i always think of u. will wait for u.

waiting for u to give a call.waiting to hear yr voice.

anyway gtg.nite nite.

khudafis.

gtg alreadi. nitenite.

2007-12-07T22:20:00.000-08:00

sorrie for not updating. been very bz with skul. ca and projects. anyway..trip to kl was a total blast. too lazy to story. let the pictures do the talking.

pictures taken in genting highland. really miss the fun.

i gtg alreadi.

bye bye. have a greatweekend.

khudafis

2007-11-27T06:52:00.000-08:00

wwsalam salam..

should be sleeping rite now...but instead am blogging.

need to wake up at 5 am tmr morning...for genting trip. too excited. its going to be a blast. mom came home early from work and strats nagging. not at me BUT to our maid. tiap tiap hari kena marah...poor ima. if u do things wrongly OF COZ u will get scolding rite.

anyway...life have been very stress lately. will projects and CAs otw. feel like giving up. so i hope tmr's trip will help me to be more relax.
so.tmr morning need to be at lavender at 6.45am. coach will be depaturing at 7 am. so estimate ard 1 pm will be reaching genting highland. cant wait to c my muntaqimshah. miss him so much. one thing about this boy ah.whenever he sees me, he will smile and shout. cute kan. he's only 11 months ah.

will be back in singapore on friday night. monday CA...luckily i've studied. so on sat n sun will have to just revise back . the topics are too long...its short ah. i'm loving it.

something happened tdy. it was raining so the floors are wet. otw to lt for talk suddenly i slipped and fell. it was nothin BUT the worse part is the edge of the stairs hit my back.exactly and the wound. ya..3 yrs ago i had an operation. AND now i'm in pain. takpe lah..tahan aje.

and finally i've passed my final theory trial test after 11 times attempting it. so basically i have 1 last test to finish up, then clear up all my practical lesson and i can book for my traffic police test. before that i have to apply for my pdl..which i have not. have to chop chop and apply.

anyways..gtg now. kakak ochean want to sleep. my cuzzies will call me kakak ochean insted of kakak roshen. haha..

nite nite.

have a great week ahead. take care.

khudahfis.

2007-11-22T23:34:00.000-08:00

hello all...

wanna thank my dad for buying a new hp for me. the one and only k810i. been waiting to have that phone...and now its in my hand. wahwahwa....actualli my dad said that he wanted to buy for me the new palm trio.its something like O2 but better than O2. am not a businesswomen so i told my dad that i want the K810i. pujuk punyer punjuk...i got it.
my bro bought a LG hp(no cam, no fm radio), coz he will be joining the army on 15 dec.

to mubarrak: have a great time. kalau nampak ape2 buat bodoh. :p

after shopping, went to have dinner with mom,dad,bro,uncle,mak musu,n my cuzzies at the chicken rice shop(vivocity). the food was so nice.
after dinner...did some last minute shopping...then went home.

so cant wait for the kl(genting) trip next week.release stress.16 of my family members are coming along.imagine.its goin to be a blast. ouh ya...will be goin there by coach n coming back to singapore by coach.its an executive coach...the best part is tat its a big seat with a massage equipment attached to it. yeah yeah.

final theory trial test tmr. will be booking 10 practical lessons tmr.

okok..gtg

need to study for my test tmr.

have a great weekend all. **Peace**

2007-11-18T23:14:00.000-08:00

hey hey...

went to watch om shanti om last thurs with, naz,sasha and my cuz. the show was super duper nice. srk's best film i should say. wanna watch it again. to those of u who love to watch hindi movie...om shanti om is the movie u should watch. u wont regret, eventhough the tix cost $10.

never mind it!!

last friday went for sc camp. so much fun and tiring. especially for the oc. alot of things to do. night walk was fun. went home the next day. reached home, bath and sleep. was so tired and sleepy.

gtg...

have to get ready for driving lesson...will be having practical lesson, which means. i will be driving..

**heartbeats**

bye....

2007-11-13T23:43:00.000-08:00

been very tired lately..especially this week. lots of stuffs to do. CAs,camps and driving tests. so little time....so many stuffs to settle. camp in two more days....so cant wait. goin to have so much time. with the games and all. so packed. will be damn bz from tmr till 3 dec..BUT goin to have short brake on the 28 till 30 nov. to get rid of the stress. tmr will be goin to college east..for career fair. **BORINGGGG* i was from college east during nitec times... twice a year they will have this fair thingy. have to travel from the north to the east again..imagine can. then meet up with my cuz to ssdc to settle some stuffs. then meet up with my aunt and cuz 2 watch om shanti om. *whoppie*. Then friday will be the sc camp. jus a 1 dae camp. will be tiring..since its a 1 dae camp, i guess most of them wil not be sleeping. BUT not me. when the clock strikes at 3am...my eyes will automatically shut ah. so i guess sat when i'm back..must have a good rest and a long long hours of sleep.

pejam celik pejam celik....coming the end of the nov. time passes very fast. enjoy yr life(but do meaningful things).cherish every moment with yr families coz it might be the last one. u might not know when god will take u away.......jangan biarkan ALLAH mengambil nyawa kita bila kita telah menduharka kepada ibu kita.

gtg...byeee

2007-11-09T04:38:00.000-08:00

been quite disturb this few days... alot of things goin through my mind.

my dad told me tat on the 28 till 30, we will be goin to malaysia again.

OMG..AGAIN?!?!

tot of not goin but my papa said tat 16 of my family members are following along. its goin to be a blast. so i guess..go aje lah. so lookin forward on the 28th.

yeahness..

skul been ok..nothin special. study n study n study.

15 dec holidays....yeah yeah!!! planned alot of event BUT my dad asked to go to the shop n learn how the business run. :(

baru nk enjoy...*soobs*

should i or shouldn't i..but i guess, i have no choice. sooner or later, i have too. One day i will take over my dad's place, so now is the time for me to learn step by step.

but one thing i dont like is that i have to learn it from one of his friend..tat is taking care of the shop in katong.

Frankly...i dont like her. i'm holding a grudge on her ah. somethin happen between us..but tat happened when i was in pri 6.

dont wanna talk abt her.

so cant wait to grad from ite..... aiming to poly. will try my best ah.

insyallah.

sun will be havin my final theory trial test. hopefully i pass.

gtg now...

nite nite..

Roshen Jan

2007-11-05T05:03:00.000-08:00

Freedom...Freedom!!

1 down, 3 more to go!!

Trip to genting highland was OK. Actualli kind off bored. For me, 1 day there is jus nice. But if for two days, that is when boredom stirkes. AND no kebebasan because have to take care of my two small cuz.

Have to follow them, wherever they go.

**madness**

Anyway, went there by coach. Usually, if we go there...my dad will drive for super duper long hours. and he will get sleepy.

You have yr own big seat, with yr own lcd screen. where u can watch movie, cartoons, play games and listen to music.

Pictures i took while in genting:

next destination tioman!!! wee..

2007-11-03T20:09:00.000-07:00

hey hey.....

a simple and short post.

will be back to update abt my trip to genting n the pictures too..

:)

tata...

AND TO U...U LOOK DAMN CUTE IN YOUR PICTURE N I REALLY MISS U!!

:)

2007-10-19T07:20:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya, kepasa saudara serta saudari. Setahun hanya sekali, merayakan hari yang mulia ini.

Hari Raya was ok...nothin special. This year celebrated in my house, coz my grandma and greatgrandma is stayin with us.

Pictures took during the first day of raya...

Faruk's Family

Wan's Family...

Butler's Family...with my nani and greatgrandma.

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Jus came back from melacca. alik Kampong.

Jus a one day trip. Visit my late granny's grave.Then visited our relatives at the kampong. Kampung people are nice people. Really miss them.

The picutres we took...

Use to sit there....when i was kids.

BUT now, better dont.

2007-10-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

7 more days people....mix feeling of happy and sad.

thursday went to jb ard 9am....went to the lawyer's office to settle some case with my uncle, mom, dad, n aunty. after all tat..my dad and uncle went home. so me and my mom followed my aunty. went to my granms house...clear things up.since my nenek passed away..we dicided to sell the house.so those whose family or whoever is interested to buy a property in jb..tell me hor.

before tat went to a barber shop and trimmed my hair. highlighted my hair.

i choose a dark brown colour sekali the result...

**jengjengjeng**

i'm lovin it..BUT when school reopens i have to either dye dark brown back OR use hairspray to skul.

anyway..after the cleaning up, was so tired. the weather was killing us. fasting month somewhere. wat to do...have to hang on. ard 5pm went to breakfast at one food shop. i did not eat..coz theres cats running here running there. i hate cats. after breakfast, made our way to Angsana. to buy hari raya kuihs.

something happen when we reached at angsana. my uncle parked his car at the parking lot opp. angsana. we were abt to cross the road but managed to stop coz there was a car BUT my uncle continued to cross. SEKALI in a glimpse a bike came and hit my uncle. so shocked ah. we did not see the bike..it was dark. the guy was speeding. step mat rempit konon.

my hand strart to shiver. all of us were so shocked. the bike hit exactly at uncle's backbone and kidney. all of a sudden the people ard there..gather ard us. one uncle scolded the motorists. he says tat luckily its an adult if it was a child he would beat the him half to death and send him to the police station. luckily i'm a girl...if not i would have beat him up half to death.seriously. suka hati mak bapak dier nak rempit rempit.

first time...i witness an accident in front of my eyes. madness.

we quickly buy watever we want to buy..then went home. trauma.

syukur alhmadulillah nothin so serious.

2007-10-02T07:27:00.000-07:00

hello hello....

have not been updating for three days...nothin interesting to story abt.

10 more days to hari raya...celebrating jus the first two days then monday back to kandang(school). will only visit my other family members on the second day.

first day...my house will be full of people.all my aunty and uncle are coming to my house since my grandma and greatgrandma is here.

first day of raya..i have to prepare alot alot of tissue box.
u know wat i mean.

One thing i dont like abt the first day is when we the young ones in the family have to seek forgiveness from the elders.

anyway next week will be very bz...helping my maid to clean up the house.

tmr will be breaking fast outside with all family members and my dad's employees. after dinner will be heading to GEYLANG...AGAIN!!

i can be labeled as the geylang girl..seriously. yesterdae went to geylang after my driving test...my cuz's friend drove us there. after break fast when to my dad's shop in tanjung katong..went home together with my aunt.

thurs will be goin to jb again to clean up my late grams house. then to settle some stuffs with the lawyer...after all tat will be buying some raya kuihs...

should i cut my hair?? my hair is out of shape. very curly. should ask my mom's permission first.

have to go ....

to all my friends and family...

SELAMT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

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like to share a hari raya songs which is one of my fav:

Selamat Hari Raya

Hari suci mulia

Kepada muslimin muslimat

Semoga bahagia

Maaf lahir dan batin

Halal makan dan minum

Kepada teman dan saudara

Semoga panjang umur

Selamat berhari raya

Hari suci mulia

Saling kunjung-mengunjung

Kepada semua umat

Semoga diberkati

Singer: Allahyarham Sudirman

2007-09-28T07:54:00.000-07:00

am soooo tired....my leg and backbone is killing me. BUT happy too.

tdy went out with ain, agatha,kak shar and kak shar's friend.

planned almost 3 weeks ago with ain to give kak shar and agatha belated birthday surprise...but did nt turned out, wat we planned.

let me tell u the story.

Here it begins...

met ain at lot 1 ard 1pm. went to look for agatha and kak shar's birthday prez. the first prez we got is kak shar's..then we looked for agatha's.

went up and down to find the prez. THEN at last we got it. After all tat...made our way to lucky plaza. reached there ard 2.45pm..then i and ain went to look for a bdae cake. up down..in and out. not even one. can die ah...was so confused and pissed off.

called kak shar's to ask where she is...quickly we rush to the mrt station. we was slightly late. sorrie kak shar.

actualli wanted to break fast at pizza hut...BUT BUT kak shar said she wanted to eat a simple dish...she is good in persuading us. after seeing the place..we agreed. then we walk walk walk ard....then we saw one cake shop...and thinking how to buy the cake without kak shar knowing. Luckily..she said she wanted to go 2 the toilet..i and ain rushed to the cake shop and bought one small cake. jus in time...kak shar came. was so relieved.

after walking walking and walking...met agatha. did nt tell kak shar tat agatha is coming along...wanna give her a surprise.

after tat.window shopping again. while window shopping ain accidently heard ....kak shar said that she dont wear accessories, so we curi2 go and buy for her a teddie. she doesn't know abt it. then walk walk walk again till 6 plus..then we made our way to cahaya restaurant for break fast. While waiting then i and ain excuse ourself to the "toilet"...actualli we went to take the cake. we tot tht they saw us with the cake..but luckily they didn't

After break fast.....we were too full tat we did nt cut the cake. Took few pics and then went to buy bubble tea. kak shar belanja. thnkx ya sis.

then made our way home...

tot of takin cab home...then tat ain ah, brainwash me ah. she's good in brainwashing.

after the brainwashing.....we took 700 to bukit panjang and then i took 960 home. was so relieved after reaching home.

sat and sun must stay at hm...soooo tired.

basically tat's the story.

hmm...

to kak shar and agatha..Happy Belated Birthday. Hope u guys love the prez..a simple gift but with full of love. sorrie if the surprise was a lame one.

sometimes wat we planned may not turn out the way we expected.

2007-09-26T03:51:00.000-07:00

sittng in my dad office...staring at the com while waiting for my aunt to finish her.
might be goin to geylang IF she don't need to do her ot.

one good news....i passed my driving test. The basic theory test was quite easy. 80% are common sence answer.The madness part is tat..u are given 50 questions n u have to finish it in 50 minutes. The questions are quite tricky.

**Madness**

Few questions are kind of hard...epecially the two-econd rule and two-way street. BUT alhamdulillah..i passed. Next, will be my final theory trial test. That's another headache....alot alot alot alot of info. will try my best to pass.

When i told my mom n dad abt the news...they are so happy. Could hear from their voices.
am the onlie hope for them...
coz when i get my licence i can help my dad. send my mom to work. send my nani to work and send my bro to skul.

Hmmm...
tmr will be goin to jb. to meet my grandaunty. help her to find her daughter. till now NO NEWS. onli good knows wat telah happened to her and the actualli story.
semoga allah melindungi dier. Amin.

yeah yeah yeah...2 weeks plus to Hari Raya Aidilfitri. BUT tis yr might not celebrate grandly like last year...coz my nenek jus passed away.

2007-09-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

was sitting waiting for the food to arrive alone ah. was conquering 5 tables. was waiting for my mom,cuzs and dad to come.i waited for them for almost an hr and a half. everyone was lookin at me.

tunggu punyer tunggu...dah pun sampai. then my aunt asked to read an article. must read must read. was thinkin ah wats so good abt the news.

was lookin at the heading,"Please come home...i'm sick"

looked at the picture and i recognised the lady in the pic. it's my grandaunty.

its abt her daughter. she has nt come home for almost a month.

was so shocked ah.it came out in the malaysian newspaper..metro.

seriously could nt believe this. after nonoi's story then norin's story..who will the next one?? bibi?? god forbids...

nw it really shows that...johor is nt save.her name is bibi nurjahan. her father is the son to my greatgrandma. her dad had jus passed away...her mom have been lookin after her and her other 3 siblings.

bibi is a very beautiful girl. she takes part in a part-time modeling during the weekends. she's only 11 when she strts modeling. and now she's 15.

the paper says tat she left her house since 17 aug '07 in taman anggerik...in jb. with no news at all. realli pitty her mom. single mom. with 4 kids to take care off.

might be goin to jb next week to see on them. we will try to help them to find bibi.

we did nt break the news to my greatgrandma. dont want her to have the shock of her life. first her son passed away...now her grandaugther is missing.

i tell u ah..jb is a madness country. nothin else to do...kindap small girls, rape and kill them like an animal.

the best word to describe those kidnappers are animal. not humans.BUT ANIMAL!!!

after one problem...comes another problem.

**shuts**

eventhough we are nt realli close...but this has affected me so much ah.

their blood is running in my body and my blood is running in their body.

more or less...it will affect me.

anythin can happen to her...tuhan jauhkan.

btw..tmr is my driving test. Basic Theory Test. Will do my best.

Lastly,hope to find her soon.pray to god for her safety.
bibi..come back. all of us are so worried for u.

2007-09-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

yesterdae was a tiring day. in the morning went to raffles place with my aunt. then went to geylang.

seriously was so damn hot ah. somemore during fasting month. was soo damn thirsthy.feel like fainting.

my aunty can realli shop ah. we did not stop walking untill my uncle came to fetch us ard 4pm. we reached geylang ard 2pm and walked till 4pm.imagine can. told my aunt to stop and rest. but she said:"la...roshen. we jus reached wat?!..da penat ker??"

aiyoo aiyoo....

i don like to go to geylang in the afternoon especially during fasting month. mencabar imanku. but thanks to allah. i could still hang on.

i prefer to go there after break fast..eventhough theres like alot of people. But if u were to feel thirsty u can jus grab a drink.

after my uncle fetched us....we went to tekka. my aunty wanted to buy punjabi suits for her children.
after buying those stuffs...we tot of breaking fast at carfilla restaurant @ jalan kayu. but was too late. so finally we jus headed back home to break fast. was so thirsty tat i drank 5 cups of water. i jus had water for break fast. no food.

then at 10pm my aunt send me home. chit chat with my jadah and then went straight to lalala land.

the only thingi know....tat it's alreadi morning. was so tired lah.my greatgrandma actualli tried to woke me up ard 5amto tell me tat she was hot...she cant feel the aircon BUT i did not woke up.
sorry jadah. roshen seriously tk dengar yang jadah called my name.

btw got a new info abt my family.after 19 yrs...now i got to know tat i have mixture of siamese blood, its from my late granny.wow. jadah told me tat i have pakistani, siamese,punjab, japanese and indian blood.OMG. so many ah.
sudah jadi mcm rojak.

**hahaha**

gtg...tata. nite nite.

2007-09-16T23:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae went to parkway parade to break fast with my cuz. actualli we wanted to go to swensen but we ended up at delifrance.

We agreed to me at 2pm but we reached at 2.30pm.

Then leen decided to go to geylang first, coz she wanted to buy some stuff. The weather was so hot ah..some more we're fasting. Walk walk ard till 4pm and went back to pp. Continue window shopping till 6pm, then we made our way to deli.

Ordered our food. did not order alot of food, coz we know we cant finish it up...eventhough we have nt eaten ot drink for the more then 12 hours. While waiting for the food. we took alot of pics. the people there was lookin at this two mad girls. BUT who cares. After dinner had dessert. I had purple royale and leen got herself coconut sundae. **Sweet Sweet**nah..it's ok. once in a while.

We left the place @ 9.15pm. My dad picked me up. While waiting for my dad.....met kak shar and eil. they're heading back home too. talked for few minutes....was happy to see them. been long time tat i've met them.

Reached home ard 11pm. clean up my self and went to lalala land. was too tired that i did no wake up for pre-dawn meal. and now i am soooooo weak.usually i wont have my pre-dawn meal. i will only have a glass of mineral water and back to sleep. jaga badan katerkan....muahaha.

Some of the pics we took:

**mak kau...posing**

**my cuz...ezleen**

**yummy yummy**

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First my aunt then my late grandma then now my dad.

wat's happening? **wtf**

wat wrong did my dad do??

jealousy?? money??

kalau tk puas hati...come face to face and talk ah. dont need to use black magic and all.

if i know the person....seriously ah, i will never ever forgive him/her till my last breath.

so free...nothin elseto do. This people will never ever have peace in thier life.

2007-09-15T06:21:00.000-07:00

told my mom tat my back is gettin worse and told her tat i wanted to see the doc. she said after hari raya. so it means i have to bear the pain for the next 30 days plus minus. ape ape aje lah...

3 days down and 27 more days to go.

days seems to pass very fast. tdy we had curry chicken for break fast. our dining table full of food. my dad brought some kuihs from the mosque. my uncle bought fried macaroni and porridge from the mosque. I don realli eat much, don feel hungry jus thirsty.

yesterdae i cooked fried mee for break fast. started cooking at 5pm. while cookin my dad came home with a bad headache. i told him to break fast first eventhough its jus 1 hr before 7pm. prepared him some food, the worse thing is that he cant even feed himself ah.

i fed my dad.....so sweet of roshen rite. :)

**cough**

first day of fasting....my mom cooked lontong. its my parents day off,so she cooked my dad's fav dish. My uncle and aunty came to our house together with their children to break fast. our house was pack with people..with children running and screaming ard, so joyful.

next thursday may be going back to our village @ melacca. wanna feel t he atmosphere fasting there. confirm its full of joy and happiness. BUT still nt sure.

it's holiday season but to me its jus a normal day coz been jus sitting at hm. everyone busy. next week will be a boring week.sit at hm and rot.

tc tc all

to all muslims out there...SELAMAT BERPUASA!!

2007-09-10T01:46:00.000-07:00

My Backbone is KILLING ME!!! is damn painful.... jus cant stand it.

I jus cant stand or sit too long....the painful part is when i try to stand straight. sometimes i have to jus bend forward a little and walk. been keeping tis from my parents. no one knows. maybe to some of u...it's nothin serious, BUT i am the one holding back the pain.

I tot of goin to the doctor...BUT too afraid. AM jus TOO AFRAID!!

THEY scolded me and told me to stand-up straight...how could i stand-up straight if its too painful for me.
the pain attacks from my neck to my waist.

the sickness tat i had since 2004, is enough for me!! and i accept it.
i jus dont want to add anymore burden to my parents.....

2007-09-06T21:08:00.000-07:00

heyhey...roshen in the house.

Yesterdae, me,my mom,dad and my bro had dinner at newton. It has almost a year we have nt been there. it has been a long time tat my parents brought us out to have dinner. 5 yrs if i'm nt mistaken and yesterdae was the day they brought us out to have dinner...miracle rite. haha...

My mom and dad have been bz with work...running their business. When they first open the business they never ever onced close the shop(except 4 hari raya), my bro and me rarely meet our parents. BUT Few months ago, they decided to close the shops every thursdae. to spent time with us.

OKOK..back to yesterdae. actualli we planned to have our dinner at 1 of the hotel, BUT my bro was havin tuiton and it ends ard 9.30pm. So we cancelled at decide to go 2 newton. so, @ 10pm drove to newton in my dad's new car. so nice ah. 5 seater car. BUT faham2 aje lah...bila aku dah duduk @ the back kan..i almost take half of the seat, 5 seater to 4 seater. muahhaha....wat to do ..dah nasib badan. i so gonna drive tat car when i get my license. hohoho....

Reached ard 11pm.....we reached there late coz my dad had to drop by his shop @ tanjong katong to get some stuffs. Settled down, ordered our food. i did nt each much..coz i dnt realli eat tat late and i dont eat dinner,tapi badan tetap samer. We had lobster, squid sambal,baby kailan,satay and sting ray. jus that few food...it cost us $98...damn. it's because of the lobster ah. my dad says that we are paying for the skin instead of the flesh...he was rite. ONCE A WHILE, should be okay mah...

dad told us to get an injection for hepatitis A. He says, eating alot of seafood might cause us to have hepatitis A, it affects our lungs...the bad news is THERE'S NO CURE?!

**only GODS knows**

OKOK.....

i need to go now...tata and have a nice weekend.

To those whose sitting for their exams on monday ANDtuesday...GD LUCK!!!!!

**study smart not study hard**

byeeeeeeeeee

2007-09-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

nothin special happened tdy.
Stayed at hm the whole day.
Watched sensasi.
Actually have to study tdy,but i'm too lazy.
did some research on turkish restaurant.
tis few days, feel like eating turkish food.Especially....kebab
**muahahaa**
1 more week to pom paper and 9 more days to ccm paper.
pom paper is my most concern one. **sigh**
so cant wait for tat paper to be over.
will try my best to aim A, for both paper.

will be having sc teambuilding camp for the whole chapter, on the 28 and 29 sept.
alot of activites have been arranged.
the game that i so cant wait is the obstacle course.

received bad news from my nani. my aunt is getting a divorce.
**wth**
i really pitty my cousins.
No matter wat.i am here for them if they me for anythin.

tmr my class will be goin for an excursion to the army open house.
Dont feel like goin tmr.
SO, i planned to wake up late tmr to skip the excursion.
**Good roshen gone BAD!!**
**hohohohoho**

starting from tmr till fridae will have to only attend ebp and ccm lessons.
**yayness**
Mon->3pm-4pm
Tues->1pm-3pm
Wed->11am-12pm
Thurs->1pm-3pm
Fri->10am-12pm
Cool rite....

One more thing...i'm totally into dangdut songs.
especially the songs from the show mimpi manis. ;)
hahaha....

**mimpiku, mimpi mimpi manis...**
gtg...bye

2007-08-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

so happy that i got chance to talk to u online. and yes i still remember yr bday. eventhough we lost contact for almost a year. been missin u alot. still remember the old times. Hope we can be together again like the olden days.

BUT i knw...i'm dreaming. tat day will never ever come. mimpimanistomimpisedih.

Anwyay.....my nani cooked my fav dish which is nasi jenganan or nasi janganan..anythin la. yummy...yummy...
Tdy went to woodlands old intercahnge to buy hari raya clothes. It took me almost 2 hours to pick my fav colour. Actualli wanted to but orange or purple BUT my mom says ...doesn't suit me.
So at last i choose the colour maroon. Will make baju kurung out of that cloth.

Then to the market to buy things, Actualli jus wanted to but a few things..but ended we bought alot ah. am the one who dump all the unnecessary things in the basket. then took bus home.rest for an hour and continue on my ccm.

So cant wait for exam to be over. so stress with exam that... my families members says tat i look haggered..**sobs sobs** and white hair strts 2 grow. aiyaa...wat to do.

Lately...been thinkin of my late grandma. Sometimes i would i jus cry whenever i think of her.
Tis yr hari raya ...will nt be the same like the days. where in the morning we will go to her house and she always cook alot of fd. like ketupat.rendang. will miss tat. wat to do this is life. Tis world is jus a place for us to stopby. Everyone will go but wont know when and how.

It's 12am..need to go. sleeping time.

AND to u...some day u will understand too.

2007-08-21T07:39:00.000-07:00

10 sept-POM paper
12 sept-CCM paper
13 sept-fasting starts

so cant wait for my exams to be over la. POM is killing me. Got back the my POM project result. So happy...i've got A. :)
for ccm's project...i totally have no confidence for that.
been studying like hell....i need to buck up on my gpa. should get better ones.

My jadah(greatgrandma) is coming to my house.
will be stayin with us from now onwards. she needs a break.
BUT I have 1 prob...i cant use the aircon when sleeping. she cant stand aircon.
another problem is I have no place to study. i am the type of person who lies on the bed to study. BUT i have to sacrifices.
I've just lost my grandma..and i am left with another grandma(mom's side) and one greatgrandma(mom's side). i have to really cherish them.

Recently, i have the feeling of regrets. regret that i did not spend alot of time with my late grandma. i am very close to her, so her absence really made me realise something. Cherish the people that is ard u. after my nenek passed away.....i've changed alot.

The last time i saw her smile was 2 or 3 days before she passed away. Lately...whenever i close my eyes to sleep...i would always think of her and whenever i think of her, it makes me cry.
Remembered those times when she's in the hospital, early in the morning i would always visit her. Try to fill up her time.
Sometimes whenever i pass my room...i would remember her lying down my bed, helpless.

wish to reverse the time...

2007-08-16T04:32:00.000-07:00

recovered from my fever and flu...but the cough is still goin on. haiz..

me and ain is involved is one of the sc involved in the organising team for our teambuilding activities. Will be held on 28 and 29 september. We came out with a few games, one of it will be buddy hunt...Which i LOVE most. But it has to go trough MR. YONG first, if he agrees.

There's no skul tdy. so stayed at home and study. In the evening will be havin a prayer for my late grandma who left us on 6 july 2007, tdy is the total of 40 days she have left us. Everyone in our family accepts the fate, that she's gone.

1 month to fasting month. The month of forgiveness and pureness. The month that i so love most... this is the month where families and friends gather to break fast, untuk mengeratkan siratulrahim. :)

have to go now...the prayer will be starting soon

tata...tc all

2007-08-10T04:50:00.000-07:00

Stupid cough...it's gettin worse. haix. Tdy my dad send me to skul...i was too weak to take the bus. Reached skul @ 9.20am. Class started @ 1oam. Did nt pay attention, my head feels like bursting.The pains was terrible, it even affect my left eye. I jus have to control it. After class,took taxi home. I HAD TOO. Really thnkx to my maid,she cooked for me chicken porridge. After lucnh,took panadol and took a nap. Suddenly my maid woke me up saying tat my mom called me. aiyoo she ah.My mom keep tellin me askin me to go to the clinic.BUT i was too weak.After the call went bak to sleep and woke up @ 5pm.bathe and then continue on revising my pom. chapter 11 is killing me ah.too many info.**ddb**
Tmr goin out with my cuz to watch rush hour 3 & then to pp. BUT i'm still considering, DUE to my flu and cough.

BTW i heard my mom and dad discussing few days ago tat, this year hari raya we will be goin back to kampung..yeahyeahyeah. so cant wait. it's been ages we went back to melacca to celebrate hari raya. But not sure if it's the first day or the other week. so i have to jus wait & see.

byeeee....need continue on my POM.

2007-08-09T06:32:00.000-07:00

i'm down with cough and flu...arrggghh!!!
hate it so much...

dont know wat cause this...
was so weak..tdy
can even concentrate when i'm studying...
**damn**

don think will be goin to skul tmr...BUT i have to,need to pass ain's friend mp3...aiyoo!!!
**sobs sobs**
need to take alot alot of vitamin c...

Lately...been stress woth skul work. especially with FYP. tot of askin help from oen of my senior
BUT too shy & she has her own things to do too..haix
hehehe..

Next mon..need to pass up POM report and wednesday POM PRESENTATION!!!!!!!!

tuesday...my grp members will be comin over to make ONDEH-ONDEH 4 our POM presentation the next day...
hopefully, it will turn out to be ok!!

tat's all folks...need to rest now.

bye.tata titi tutu.selamat tinggal.

2007-08-05T04:32:00.000-07:00

MoHaMmAd MuNTaQkImShAh, My CuDdLy BaBy cUz

I sO LoVe TiS BoY...

BeLoW r pIcS Of hIm...

He's 8 mOnThS oLd nOw...

He lIkEs To PuLl PeOpLe'S HaIr N sCrAtCh PeOpLe'S FaCe..

WhEn eVeR hE sEeS mE...hE wOuLd JuS sTaRe @ Me 4 fEw mInUtEs..

I kNoW aH...tAT i'M bIg

HaVe NoT sEeN HiM FOr 6 DaYs??? ToTaLlY mIsS HiM....

mY aUnT sTaY jUs fEw BlOcKs aWaY fRoM My BlK...

FoR eXaMpLe oN MoNdAy mY cLaSs StRtS @ 1PM....i wOuLd WaKe Up

aRd 8am,tAkE My bAtH..EaT mY bReAkFaSt

& tHeN MaKe My wAY tO mY auNt'S HoUsE..

jUsT To sEe HiM...

hahaha...

ToUcHiN rItE...

OkOk...bEfORe I sTrT 2 tAlK nOnSeNcE..

i BeTtEr Jus StOp hEre..

WeLl...StRtIn FroM wEd, WIlL bE BZ

HaVe 2 rEvIsE mY pOm AND cCm 4 OuR eXam

BYEEEE...

hAvE a gReAt Week AhEaD...

tata titi tutu..

2007-08-01T06:02:00.000-07:00

i'm shivering like hell now...while i'm typing this out.

Tdy sch is ok...had ccm and pom class...

the whole day...i was in pain...my gum is killing me

I think...it's because of the wisdom tooth, think so. After skul went home, rest and watch tv.

Tmr havin 1 hr of pom lesson...ebp cancelled, so after of 1 hour of classs.will be goin home with my other 3 girlsfriends back to my home and continue on our POM PROJECT...

ACTUALLI..yesterdae did not go to skul. i and my friend went to jb(city square), need to buy a software(pirated). While in jb..went to watch a movie called the prang nang, it's a thai horror movie. I was the only one shoutin in the theatre ah..malu sia.

After movie..had our lunch at sakae sushi. The food there quite nice ah...it's my first time ah, so i was kindda blur..muahahaha

Reached home ard...6pm, as my friend had to rush to work @10pm. Was so tired ...coz otw home, there was a slight jam. When i reached home,only my maid was @ home. Took my bath and rest...watched my fav drama series @ tv3. Then surfed the net till 10pm and went to sleep.

This week..i'm kindda of bz. Have to finish up my pom project before 15 august,Lunch date with ain,Movie date with my friend AND peparation for my EXAM in sept.

2007-07-29T03:04:00.000-07:00

Our hotel

I'm back..i'm back I totally mich sch ah....after the 8 days of holidays, i could say. Went to Phuket for 5 days 4 nights, with my mom,aunt,uncle and my 2 cuddly cousins.

Our departure time is at 1.30pm(singapore time), 12.30(Phuket Time).

Had a nice ride from singapore to phuket in SilkAir Plane.

The scenery there is damn nice ah...the beach there is better then singapore, clean water BUT 1 thing..there's alot of DOGS at the beach. REALLI HARD for me to have swim....as the dogs are swimmin & are doin THEIR BUSINESS @ the same time.

I & my mom, we DID alot of shopping...realli realli alot ah. Till my uncle said...."Would u like to do some more shooping, before we heed home??"

The first 2 days....the only thing we ate was just...seafood and fish.

Then the next day..we found out tat there's a muslim restaurant..DUBAI RESTAURANT along PATONG BEACH. Had our dinner and lunch there.

Everyday for 3 days, after shopping....we will take the tuk tuk back to our resort, as our resort is up the hill...the tuk tuk cost us 100 baht. (actualli our resort is just 10 mins walk from the patong beach and our shoppping area...lazy bumps, i should say...especially me)

The first night there was actualli tornado...but at that time, i was in lalalala land.

We left phuket ard 6pm to catch the plane home. Beginning of the flight was okay..but suddenly, everythin changed. The pilot told us to calm and to buckled up. The terbulence was very bad....the plane was shaking...the only thing in my min was..AM I GOIN TO DIE??? BUT luckily NOT...landed singapore @ 9pm. WAS SOO RELIEVED after the landing....

Below are some pics that i took during our stay in Phuket...

Tuk-Tuk

Novotel Coralia, Phuket

The Hotel Map

Me @ the Lobby

Spicy Seafood Salad

Fish & Chips

My mom and Zara

Hotel Entrance

The Coffee House

Swimming Pool

Reception

Mom & Raihan

Me & Raihan

@ Dubai Restaurant

In the TUK-TUK..

@ the palce where the make Jewels like..RUBY,SAPPHIRE...

@ room balcony

Patong Beach

Our room

2007-07-20T22:35:00.000-07:00

Few pics took when we were at my kampung in melaka...

Outside view from our kampung..

Heaven

My mom and my cousin before the condolence prayer starts..

Me..

The trip to Melaka was great...met our families there, tatasted the traditionally kampung cooking.

Day 1:

Reached melaka ard 1 .30pm...went to one of our families kampung.

Have not been there since i was 10 yrs old...all of them were so happy to see us.

The nenek-nenek there are so cute and adorable...all of them were so nice to us

Had our lunch...

Actualli they wanted us to stay there BUT don feel nice sleeping in people house so we decided to stay in 1 of the hotels in town...meridian hotel, left the place around 4pm.

Rested for abt an hour then my cuousins and i went for swim.

Went to mahkota parade to do some shopping... left the place at 10pm

went back to the hotel to have our dinner at the hotel restaurant.

After dinner went back to our individuals rooms, watch some tv shows

and went to sleep at 1am.

Day 2

Woke up at 8am...took my bath and went to have our breakfast.

After we checked out of our hotel...went to visit my late granny grave.

the weather was so so super damn hot.

When i was standing infront of her grave...i could feel her presence with all of us.

Tears came rolling down....feels very reluctant to leave her.

After the prayer,left melacca ard 6.30pm and made our way back to singapore.

While on our way home...suddenly my uncle's car tyre burst...haix

took us ard 30 mins to replace to a new tyre.

Reached home ard 11.30pm...was so damn tired.

Took my bath and fly off to lalala land.

gtg..need to pack up my things for tmr's trip.

i'm off to phuket....

2007-07-15T05:37:00.000-07:00

Siti Nurhaliza - Jerat Percintaan

Dalam pertemuan ini
Kita terperangkap sudah
Dalam jerat percintaan
Yang tidak disangkakan

Aku telah jadi lupa siapa diriku ini
Engkau juga dihanyutkan
Oleh arus percintaan

Tapi pabila aku sedar diri siapakah aku ini
Aku tertanya sendiri apakah akan terjadi

Oh apakah kita kan teruskan
Di dalam arus percintaan
Perlukah kita untuk berkorban
Demi pertahankan kebahagian

Dalam persimpangan iniKu masih terus menanti
Dalam rasa keharuan
Di manakah akhirnya

2007-07-13T00:14:00.000-07:00

yesterday...

was a very very very very tiring and bz day.

woke up ard 9 am..and helped my dad to arrange our furniture,

to make a big

space for our event in the evening.

finished ard 1oam and then followed my mom to the shop

to buy some things.

Then went to my aunt's house...and went home ard 2pm.

helped my aunty to set up all the chairs and table,

before the guest arrive, under my blk.

Setting up the chairs and tables was so damn tiring..

@ 6pm....went to bedok to take food we oedered.

We ordered NASI BRIYANI...the food is damn nice ah!!!!

7.30pm...all the guest arrive at my house. did our evening prayer.

yesterday was 7 days that my grandma had left us.

after the prayer...everyone went down to eat.

everythin ended ard 12am....was damn tired.

took a bath and went straight to sleep.

next thursday will be goin to melacca to visit my grandma's grave...and hopefully will be goin to Phuket on 22 till 26 july..so will nt be updating

within that few days...

will update abt my trip..when i'm back.

basically that's all abt tdy.

tata....

2007-07-07T07:30:00.000-07:00

My temper nw realli realli suckz.....get angry easily.

I'm NOT the old roshen anymore....where i can laugh easily.

Now i like to be alone @ 1 corner....keep everythin to myself.

I believe this things happen after the death of my grandma.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Still cant believe she left us....

tdy we had a prayer 4 my late grandma.....

my mom,and dad reached home ard 6pm from melacca.

waited for my aunty and uncle to come. at 7.30pm...did our prayer.

while doin my prayer..tears came down fallin.....

this heart still hurts....

i will take a longer time to overcome this sadness.

it's better to let her go....then see her suffering.

my dad told me that...when my grandma is at her last stage(luekaemia), her mouth, ears and nose will strt to bleed.

i hope god have forgiven all her sins....and place her in the place called heaven.

al-fatihah.

amin

ALL of us will miss u and u will always be in our hearts, forever and ever.

.

2007-07-05T17:24:00.000-07:00

Received Bad News...this morning

was sleepin...when my cuz woke me up and told me that
my grandma jus passed away this morning @2.45am...she passed away in melacca. :(

i was freakin shocked to hear the news. Jus cant believe that she will leave us so soon.
My bro and my cuz will be goin to melacca by coach...i want to go BUT have to take care of my lil cuzzies at hm.

Don realli know what actualli happen...how she passed away.

After the news...cant get back to sleep. I was in a total shock. Till now..still cant believe that she left us.

Few days ago ....she said to me. "Roshen, 12 yrs ago your grandpa passed away and your dad,aunty and uncle do not have any father, and NOW if I'M GONE your dad, aunty and uncle will have no parents."

AND now what she say is true.

Now my grandma have left us....our HARI RAYA celebration will not be the same as the olden days, where my nenek will cook loads and loads of food.

WILL DEFINITELY MISS HER COOKIN....

"NENEK....ALL OF US WILL DEFINITELY MISS U"

2007-07-03T07:25:00.000-07:00

Everythin seems fine in my family......

but

not anymore.

My grandma is sick. Well I tot,tat she had normal fever BUT her fever seems going up and down non-stop for the pass 3 weeks.

Then we decided to bring her to NUH....

After....

Some blood test....doctor confirmed tat she has leukaemia.

"????"

All of us were surprised to hear wat the doc said...her luekaemia is in the advanced stage.

doc said:"she may have few months to live"

NOW my grandma is stayin with me...since we don have any guest room, i gave my room to her.

I'm sleepin in my mom and dad room....using mattress.

don mind....all of us will do anythin to make her HAPPY AND SMILE ALWAYS....

will be sending her to melacca for treatment...

we will do everythin tat we can...and leave the rest to ALLAH S.W.T

EVERYTHIN IS IN HIS HANDS NOW...

I've lost my grandfather...and NOW MY GRANDMA??

Y? Y? Y? NOW??

Feels like crying...she is the one took care of when i was born till i'm 2 yrs old.

all of this is fated....

2007-06-29T00:17:00.000-07:00

Hey peepss...

hmm...this is my first ever blog. Never done a blog before....

so, i will try to update daily BUT i have to warn all of u tat I AM NOT GOOD IN BLOGGIN AITE....

my blog is still under renovation....

muahaha...

**lame**

so that's all for tdy...

tata titi tutu...

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